Things have finally ended..
The bad things of course =)
But a few things that i'm fully aware of are that i'm still upset with myself about are..
i've made u feel insecure for sure bcoz of my actions and the words that i said..
i've left a scar inside of u..
i've said really mean stuff towards u..
i'm seriously still really bothered about it..
i may pretend to be normal or happy.. but deep inside.. i feel remorse and regret.
after whatever i've said..
i seriously can't believe that u still want me back..
and u were having confidence in me..
but as of myself.. i have none inside at all..
i seriously felt like i've disappointed u..
i thought u are going to be out of my life for good..
i've even thought of letting u go..
it was totally really painful..
really really painful..
even now, after that night, u say u want to wait for me..
there is ths cloud inside.. that it's really hard to explain..
it's like the cloud of anxiety.. a cloud that is full of nth but regrets..
even tho from what i believe, u'll not be able to know of this or read this..
but i just really want to sincerely apologise to you..
and at the same time, thank you for giving me another chance..
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