Dearest Weishan,
A lot of indeed happened after we last have our last quarrel or cold war..
We’ve learnt how to treasure each other a lot more than usual..
I just have this feeling that we both realised how important each other is to each of us
We began telling each other that we love each other.. We miss each other..
But it became something that i’m so unsure of until now..
At times i wonder do u say it for the sake of saying it??
Or are you replying to whatever i’ve said to you??
Or do you actually mean it?..
I bet ya feel the same way as well to a certain extent..

I was glad that you actually consulted me on you transferring to poly nxt year..
And quitting innova..
Because to me, it seems that u do consider my opinion in ur actions..
And to me, like i said, no matter what decision u’ve made..
I’ll support you..
Because u just want to make some crucial decisions for yourself and try it out..
Which is a really good thing to do..

Recently, i was chatting on msn with one of ur very good friends..
And we exchanged blog url with each other..
I went to read hers..
And i realised that there's actually so much about you that i don't know of..
And instead of feeling surprised about it..
I was rather disappointed in myself..

I was thinking.. how am i gonna bring the fun and playful weishan out of her usual serious self that she portrays in front of me..
I just want to see that playfulness that u have inside of you..
The fun side of you..
Probably it's in me that i always bring up serious stuff and hence we talk about serious stuffs most of the time..
Or is it because of the pressure that i feel on the inside of me whenever i chat with u on msn or on the phone..
A lot of times, i just want to have a normal chat with you..
Find out how you’re doing and how has life been..
Most of the time when i call u on the phone, it's bcoz either one of us is not in good shape..

I wonder how will things be like nxt time..
But let's just take one step at a time eh =)

Anyway, i love you and i really miss you a lot..