i was glad.. i was glad.. i was glad

i was glad to hear your voice on that very afternoon..
finally, you picked up my phone call..
after 3 wks of losing contact..
although that phone call did not last for 30s..
But i was glad that i have that 30s of your time..
just to hear your voice really melts me down on the inside..
it really made me realise that i miss you more that i thought i did

i'm so sorry for not being able to express myself all this time..
i really want to tell you how much i miss you but i can't bring myself to tell you about it..
i really really look down on myself at times..
for not been able to behave like a man..
to have the guts to say that i miss you
to say that i love you..

i'm so sorry..
please forgive me..

if i ever have the chance again.. just to talk to you for another 30s..
the first few words that i want to tell you is
that i love you
and i miss you..